Saturday, June 30, 2012

Dear Night...

i was  in front of a window, i look into the sky and play a song from ayaka, "Te Wo Tsunagou"
there's still rains out there, a huge rain...
not so lng after that, my mind were fly.. fly into something so far.. fly in the sky.. and then it's suddenly happen.. i see your face, see you smile once again.. without being realize, i'm just dropped my tears and smile too..


i remember anything about you, when we met from the first time. when you throw the smile to me for the first time. when we sing together, when we walk together. when we sit together, when we talk together, when we joke together. when we run together if we met in front of the school, when we challenge each other who will be the first one get in to the class, when you ask me to pray for you when i wanna went to mesjid, when i gift you a chocolate for the first time, when i see your face's red, when first time i go to your house. when i say i like you which is mean i love you but you say like with love have a different meaning, when i gift you a jacket in the middle f the rains, when i ask you do you had a feel on me and then you said yes i do,... hahaha.. i really miss that time, the time that make me more cheers everyday...

but then i remember too when we had a fight, when we don't talk each other, when you don't wanna see my face, when i really miss you right after i say get away from my world, when i run away when i seeing you in the way home coz we have the same route when we're fight, when we were reply each other status in facebook or twitter, when you said you hate me, when you said that i was the most bad person that you ever met and know, when you said that u didn't have any feel of me again which is mean that i was nothing again for you.. once again my tears dropped again, but this time is more than before.. just as like as the rains that still come to close the night...

not long after that i try to open my eyes, i realize that how really i miss you now.. miss everything  about you every single part of you. i really really wanna sent you a message that i really miss you, but i afraid that i will disturbing your beautiful sleep with your wonderful dreams.. i hope that i was there too with you, so we can play together once again... i wish you were feel the same too... feel how i really miss you right now, right when the night comes, when rains come over, right when your not HERE...  :)]

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